Mondays have a reputation for being the
worst day of the week. Back to work after the weekend and all. This
particular Monday certainly did its best to live up to this
reputation, although I'm sure Tuesday has some surprises up its
sleeves. And Thursday, too.
Calm... |
It all started when my alarm rang at
5.30 this morning, while I was lying on the guest bed in the spare
room, exiled from our bedroom yet another night, due to our neighbour
thinking its OK to start doing laundry at 10.30 pm. Tossing and
turning, fuming and fantasising about the scathing things I'd say to
him / her (I don't know who this person is, he / she lives in the
building next to ours), I couldn't go to sleep before around
midnight. And the more I stressed about how few hours of sleep I had
to look forward to, the more elusive sleep was and the more the
aforementioned hours of sleep shrank from ”enough to get through
the day” to ”enough to be able to hear the alarm ring in the
morning” to ”enough to not be mistaken for a drooling, comatose
junkie”.
Calmer... |
So I was really tired when the alarm
rang. Tossing and turning is pretty exhausting. I didn't know where I was, what that sound was or for that
matter what day it was. I stumbled into work a bit later to find I
had a minor crisis to resolve before I even had time to take off my
jacket. And the day continued along the same lines. Irritation, lack
of focus, apathy. Throw into the mix that the atmosphere at work has
been very negative lately, and that yours truly is counting the weeks
until she can leave and never look back, and you'll realise that it
was a feat of mental strength to survive this particular Monday and
come home without having committed a felony.
Bingo |
But the good news is (because I'm being
all positive and trying to concentrate on the good things in life –
even if I'm having trouble spotting them right now) that I have
another walk in the woods to look forward to. Yesterday we strolled
around the 8,5 km path in Bunketorp, Lindome, and at times we felt
that we were alone in the world, with only the birds and the murmur
of little streams to listen to. Bliss.
Beautiful!!! What a wonderful place!
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