Sundays may be one of my least
favourite days of the week. Having put Saturday behind me, with all
the careless running fun that it entails, there's usually little to look
forward to. Trying to fill the day with equally fun activities to
forget the dreary fact that Monday is just around the corner feels
stressful, forced, hurried, like checking a box to make sure you've
Seized The Day. What can I say? I love my weekends. Workdays, eh...not so much.
This week is not one I'm looking
forward to. Some less-pleasant things have been taking place at work
the last few days. Meetings that will probably turn ugly and a high
burden of things that need to get done make me want to abscond to a
tropical country and spend the rest of my life sipping cocktails with
my bare feet buried in the sand. Run away. Fast.
Though with my snail-like speed they'd
catch me before I even left our building.
So it was even more important today to
Seize The Day. We usually go climbing on Sundays, but with the sun
shining and the ice all but gone, I longed for a run in the woods. To
clear my thoughts and to distract myself, to turn this Sunday into
one of my beloved Saturdays, to try and pretend that I don't have a
care in the world, I made for the forest.
I ran in my VFF, partly because I need
to get used to them again and partly because I run even more slowly than usual
in them, and that's what I needed to do on my fifth consecutive day running. Slow down. Take it easy. My legs were tired, so not even my good
old VFF could help with my running technique; I had to make a
conscious effort to quickly lift my legs from the frozen, hard ground, lean
forwards, take light steps. But my mind just wasn't into it.
It looked as if the trees were dancing on an ice-rink |
The solitude I was seeking in the woods
was impossible to find. The path was littered with orienteerers and
other Sunday excursionists. There were two teenagers walking with pop
music coming out of the speakers of their telephone. This spring's
first run in the woods was far from the idyllic revelation I had
imagined and hoped it would be. It was like wading through the crowds
at a mall during sale season.
Still, I ran on and my legs got lighter
and lighter. I left the woods and headed home, leaning forward the
way I was supposed to. 6,5 km later I was back. A different kind of
distraction awaited me. The mammoth of a novel I started over a month ago is slowly creeping
towards its final conclusion. Only a hundred pages left out of 650.
Maybe I'll finish it before my hair turns grey after all.
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